HNGGG
Okay
So
I met this other dude online. He Korean like me and 1 year younger than me. He looks cute and we started texting a few days ago. Thing is, he's turning into the 20 year old I ghosted! Not in the romance sense but he's taking large intervals to text me. DAYS without texting and we're meeting on Monday.
I reached out to him once and he reached out to me once. Then I reached out again but he's not reaching out this time. It makes me feel as if he doesn't want to talk to me anymore. Maybe he lost interest? I don't mind being ghosted, I ghost people too so it's fair game.
It's just I can't seem to find a guy I totally click with. He also has a bit of anxiety so he doesn't eat as much to be skinny. That's hella not healthy and he doesn't like vegetables! I LOVE VEGGIES AND FRUITS. So that's a major turn off. I was looking for a foodie partner in crime who also loves animals and just like to do things! I love volunteering where kids are and I love to eat new types of food.
But I don't think this is gonna work T^T
If he confirms with me wanting to meet up with me on Monday the day before or before our meet up, then I'll meet up with him. If I don't hear from him again, then I'll assume he's lost interest and go along my merry way.
To be honest, I don't think I have the stress capacity to enter romance lol
It feels all too much and I haven't even started anything...
Plus I don't seem to get attached to people at all. It might because of my past where people I thought were my friends weren't and my crush turned out to be a total playboy. I pursued him but not like DATE ME.. More like LOOK BUT DON"T TOUCH. Lol
So yea... No relationships for me!
JUST DIETING AND BECOMING FABULOUS.
K Bye
Lol
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