So I met up with the Asian 18 year old.
HE WAS SO BORING.
Like he was super nice and all but he had no freaking backbone! I thought maybe if not dating material we could be friends but he didn't have any preferences so I couldn't deal with his wishy washyness!
I tried getting his opinion on if he liked popcorns better or what games he wanted to play but he was basically like, "Idk, you choose.". LIKE BITCH I AM BUT ITS GETTING BORING. He's super nice though. But he also doesn't look like what he sent the picture of.
He didn't have nice skin (he photo shopped it A LOT). So I felt like I was cheated off money. I tried overlooking it. Cuz personality is what matters most. I think he lied about his height too. He wasn't as tall as what my other guy friends are like. And he did say he didn't eat a lot but I didn't think he'd be so scrawny. He felt so fragile when I had to pull him off a bikers way.
I felt like the man leading lol.
I stopped the "hang out" mid way by saying I, " P, I think your nice but let's end it here today." And he seemed disappointed but said it was alright. I apologized and we went our separate ways. He texted me again a few minutes later probably hanging on to that piece of thread thinking we could maybe even be friends. I said sure but to be honest, I'm probably just gonna ignore him.
He's too soft spoken and shy. When meeting strangers, both sides are supposed to try but urgghhhh. He has no back bone at all.
I guess this is my end on finding a dude Lol
Until 5 years later when I'm ready to tango again~
Monday, November 20, 2017
Saturday, November 18, 2017
Nov. 18, 2017
HNGGG
Okay
So
I met this other dude online. He Korean like me and 1 year younger than me. He looks cute and we started texting a few days ago. Thing is, he's turning into the 20 year old I ghosted! Not in the romance sense but he's taking large intervals to text me. DAYS without texting and we're meeting on Monday.
I reached out to him once and he reached out to me once. Then I reached out again but he's not reaching out this time. It makes me feel as if he doesn't want to talk to me anymore. Maybe he lost interest? I don't mind being ghosted, I ghost people too so it's fair game.
It's just I can't seem to find a guy I totally click with. He also has a bit of anxiety so he doesn't eat as much to be skinny. That's hella not healthy and he doesn't like vegetables! I LOVE VEGGIES AND FRUITS. So that's a major turn off. I was looking for a foodie partner in crime who also loves animals and just like to do things! I love volunteering where kids are and I love to eat new types of food.
But I don't think this is gonna work T^T
If he confirms with me wanting to meet up with me on Monday the day before or before our meet up, then I'll meet up with him. If I don't hear from him again, then I'll assume he's lost interest and go along my merry way.
To be honest, I don't think I have the stress capacity to enter romance lol
It feels all too much and I haven't even started anything...
Plus I don't seem to get attached to people at all. It might because of my past where people I thought were my friends weren't and my crush turned out to be a total playboy. I pursued him but not like DATE ME.. More like LOOK BUT DON"T TOUCH. Lol
So yea... No relationships for me!
JUST DIETING AND BECOMING FABULOUS.
K Bye
Lol
Okay
So
I met this other dude online. He Korean like me and 1 year younger than me. He looks cute and we started texting a few days ago. Thing is, he's turning into the 20 year old I ghosted! Not in the romance sense but he's taking large intervals to text me. DAYS without texting and we're meeting on Monday.
I reached out to him once and he reached out to me once. Then I reached out again but he's not reaching out this time. It makes me feel as if he doesn't want to talk to me anymore. Maybe he lost interest? I don't mind being ghosted, I ghost people too so it's fair game.
It's just I can't seem to find a guy I totally click with. He also has a bit of anxiety so he doesn't eat as much to be skinny. That's hella not healthy and he doesn't like vegetables! I LOVE VEGGIES AND FRUITS. So that's a major turn off. I was looking for a foodie partner in crime who also loves animals and just like to do things! I love volunteering where kids are and I love to eat new types of food.
But I don't think this is gonna work T^T
If he confirms with me wanting to meet up with me on Monday the day before or before our meet up, then I'll meet up with him. If I don't hear from him again, then I'll assume he's lost interest and go along my merry way.
To be honest, I don't think I have the stress capacity to enter romance lol
It feels all too much and I haven't even started anything...
Plus I don't seem to get attached to people at all. It might because of my past where people I thought were my friends weren't and my crush turned out to be a total playboy. I pursued him but not like DATE ME.. More like LOOK BUT DON"T TOUCH. Lol
So yea... No relationships for me!
JUST DIETING AND BECOMING FABULOUS.
K Bye
Lol
Wednesday, November 15, 2017
November 14, 2017
And so my dating life began...
Well it went fuckin dainty until I chickened out lol
But it wasn't all that sprinkles and butterflies. I was extremely self conscious and was anxious.
This dude I met online was definitely a 9/10. He was soups tall, handsome (asianly), polite, and was neat (no facial hair, no smoking, no drugs). He was everything I would love about a dude. BUT. He was more of the romantic ones who loved to go do nightly drives and stuff. I'm not that kind of girl. I find that boring and if left in silence, awkward. I loved doing activities and wasn't much of a nocturnal person as I used to be in high school (internet all night lol). No matter how handsome he was, this was a turn off for me.
We met up and it was awkward. Of course since it's a first date and all. He was really nice and if we met as friends, I think I would have loved to hang out with him. However, the world was against me and the moment we met up as dates, I knew he wasn't the one for me. I didn't have the urge to kiss him (I never have for anyone but I'm 19 now!), and he was just nice to look at. I wasn't curious about him as much as when I used to have a crush on this one dude.
Fast forward to after the date. We decided to have a 2nd date. Cool. Maybe I'd be able to tell 100% if I wanted to keep meeting him or not. But alas, my brain found something I didn't like about him.
Now keep in mind guys, if you don't really like someone but they are awesome, you WILL want to find something bad about them to not meet them. And that was me. Uhu
He didn't message me as much as I would have liked. Every other day would have been fine. Two texts every other day, a small convo. That's all I wanted. But we could go days without contacting each other. I didn't want to meet him anymore. I was supposed to meet him for dinner and a drive but I ghosted him. He didn't text me the night before or the day of the meet if we were going too. So I assumed he got the hint and wasn't coming. An hour after our meet up time, he messages me and I felt a wee bit bad but at the same time glad.
I was glad I didn't have to meet him anymore. He could go meet someone who loved doing what he does. And the fact that I didn't have to tell him why. He seemed to have a slight temper. I'm sure I'm assuming and he would have been cool with me letting him know it's not working out. But I'm quite a chicken and ghosted him.
So ladies out there, don't do that. Unless they pester you and can't take the hint. Be polite and tell them it's just not working out. It's the best for the both. What if you miraculously meet them outside? Awkward right?
Well it went fuckin dainty until I chickened out lol
But it wasn't all that sprinkles and butterflies. I was extremely self conscious and was anxious.
This dude I met online was definitely a 9/10. He was soups tall, handsome (asianly), polite, and was neat (no facial hair, no smoking, no drugs). He was everything I would love about a dude. BUT. He was more of the romantic ones who loved to go do nightly drives and stuff. I'm not that kind of girl. I find that boring and if left in silence, awkward. I loved doing activities and wasn't much of a nocturnal person as I used to be in high school (internet all night lol). No matter how handsome he was, this was a turn off for me.
We met up and it was awkward. Of course since it's a first date and all. He was really nice and if we met as friends, I think I would have loved to hang out with him. However, the world was against me and the moment we met up as dates, I knew he wasn't the one for me. I didn't have the urge to kiss him (I never have for anyone but I'm 19 now!), and he was just nice to look at. I wasn't curious about him as much as when I used to have a crush on this one dude.
Fast forward to after the date. We decided to have a 2nd date. Cool. Maybe I'd be able to tell 100% if I wanted to keep meeting him or not. But alas, my brain found something I didn't like about him.
Now keep in mind guys, if you don't really like someone but they are awesome, you WILL want to find something bad about them to not meet them. And that was me. Uhu
He didn't message me as much as I would have liked. Every other day would have been fine. Two texts every other day, a small convo. That's all I wanted. But we could go days without contacting each other. I didn't want to meet him anymore. I was supposed to meet him for dinner and a drive but I ghosted him. He didn't text me the night before or the day of the meet if we were going too. So I assumed he got the hint and wasn't coming. An hour after our meet up time, he messages me and I felt a wee bit bad but at the same time glad.
I was glad I didn't have to meet him anymore. He could go meet someone who loved doing what he does. And the fact that I didn't have to tell him why. He seemed to have a slight temper. I'm sure I'm assuming and he would have been cool with me letting him know it's not working out. But I'm quite a chicken and ghosted him.
So ladies out there, don't do that. Unless they pester you and can't take the hint. Be polite and tell them it's just not working out. It's the best for the both. What if you miraculously meet them outside? Awkward right?
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