Thursday, January 7, 2016

January 7, 2016

Hey guys.

To be honest, I hung out with my friend, cousin and my friends brother on January 2nd and it was really fun. On the other hand, I also realized something I wish I never did realize.

I like her brother.

It's not because I just recently saw him or anything but I had a small crush on him the moment I saw him and well, I just swatted it aside, thinking it was like those preteen crushes or something. That was like a year ago.

All four of us met in Korea again and had such a fun time and during that time, my feelings for him grew again but I swatted it aside once again since I didn't know him well enough to say I like him for who he is...

We met again in January and we had an awesome time. All four of us planned to go bowling but stuff happened so we went movies, morgans corner, then to watch stars at a not so well known location. It was awesome!

Before the movies, we went Wendy's since he was hungry and I sat across from my friend and planned my cousin to sit next to me so that I avoided sitting near him. I felt mean but it wasn't obvious and it was because, I don't want to act stupid next to my crush lolol

Then at the movies when we were getting tickets, I tried standing away from him, not obviously, but ended up for like 5 seconds standing next to him. Our arms bumped a little and to be honest, I'm not the sappy type but I felt happy and wanted to... hold.. hands... F******!!!! So embarrassing! xD

Anyways, the movie we watched was Himalayas and it was a good movie. Sad and showed how humans only think about themselves. Very few risk themselves for others.

Moving on, my friends bro drove us to morgans corner while my friend and cousin were freaking out lol. I was sitting behind him, friend in front seat and cousin next to me. It was funny as heck and we didn't see no ghost so that was a bit disappointing but it was fun watching them freak while he was quiet and I'm like... This is boring lol

Then we went to a secret star gazing place and it was nice. During the ride there, he started vaping or whatever and I couldn't breath, complained and he shot back at me lolol

Anywayssss, the stars were really pretty, even though it was a blur to me. And we took pictures in the car before going back home. I felt sad that it ended but her bro and I ended up exchanging our instagram since my friend never replies back on time -__-

When my hand slightly touched his hand I was freaking the F*** out internally lolol On the outside was my straight face.

We promised to meet up in Korea again in 2-3 years. I really hope we do, I want to see him again and whenever us four hang out, we have an awesome time! I hope he does well during his military time lol

Sleep is life!

Peace people!