Feb. 23, 2014

Today is the hottest day I have ever lived. Its so hot that without doing anything, I'm sweating waterfalls. I hope everyone else has a nice weather there ^^

I was bored so I baked some Cinnamon Banana Bread and it turned out really good! xD

It is basically just cinnamon bread with sliced of banana inside that was baked together. Then I added the strawberry sauce, grated chocolate and crushed cashews on top! <3

Feb. 22, 2014

Today I woke up at 5:00 a.m to help my mom with her bentossss. Then I slept at 6:00 a.m. I woke up again at 8:00 a.m since I had to get ready. But, since I was super tired I said "10 more minutes..." and went back to sleep. I woke up at 9:00 a.m and freaked out since I need atleast 1 hour to get ready during the weekends. I texted my friend Ana that I had to change the meeting time from 10 to 11 a.m.

I got ready slugishly wearing my orange "Running By Step" shirt and my favorite shorts. I went to the kitchen and my mom had made me some Korean Meat Jun, spicy shrimp and a spam. I just got the rice and it tasted like HEAVEN!!!!

I got my bag and went to the bus stop near 7 eleven. I saw the bus and once the bus arrived I got on. I arrived to Ana's house at around 10:30 a.m. She was still asleep until I called her -___-

She let me in and she got ready VERYYYYY slowly. We finally went out at 12:30 p.m. We first went to petco since there was a sale on fishes. But my gosh, we met creeper there. I don't like guys so I felt very uncomfortable. But Ana and Creeper seemed pretty close. We left that place without buying any fishes since they said you had to be 18 years or older to buy it -___-

We went into walgreens and Ana bought 2 cans of milk tea things and a bag of sour candy. Then we went to Subways. She ordered the subway club and I ordered something that had a long name :P

We ate and went to the bus stop to catch the #17 bus to get to Ala Moana. Once we got to Ala Moana, we walked to Tony Moly's and i bought 5 packs but got 2 extra! And another one extra! So in total I got 8. We played around inside the place for around 30-40 minutes.

At cooland we said Hello to the granny there and ordered a green tea bingsoo. It's soooo good xD We each paid $3.01 exact :P

We left to go to Ala moana since we both had to use the restroom and then we went to the bus stop in front of KFC. While waiting I saw a bunch of boys walking by so I looked. I saw #7 there and so looked away. I told Ana that #7 was there and she looked and said "It is him! :O" Finally the bus came so we got on the #9 and went to the dance studio. It looked really fun to dance.

It was around 6:00 so we rode the #13 bus back to Ala Moana where we saw #7 AGAIN. It was such a weird day. We walked to Keamoku Super market and looked in there a bit. Then we walked home and fooled around a bit.

Ana's mom gave me a ride home and it was a pretty fun day x) I hope that we have more fun times like this in the future but pretty sure after this year I'll be busy so it won't happen TT^TT

Because of this I am promising that this year especially, I will do my best to have fun while keeping my grades up! :D

The Bingsoo I ate with Ana~!!!

And the facial packs from Tony Moly~!! <3

Have a good day~!!! Bai Bai

Feb. 21, 2014

Today was evens day at school! I love even days since I only get three classes and one free period :P
Anyways, today went on smoothly and so during my last period P.E it was soooo funny! This person my friends and I nicknamed Boong Oh Pang and Creeper were fooling around and they are like a comedy duo! xD We played ultimate frisbee. The other team was supposed to toss it to their team but they though Boong Oh Pang was on his team and tossed it to him. Boong Oh Pang at first was confused but tossed it to our team (which is correct) and the other team's leader called him a "Males body part". 

Then it was after school. My friend Ana was emotional all of a sudden. So she told me to come to A building bathroom when I just walked all the way from A building to D building after P.E. While I was running to the A building bathroom, I saw potato, we both said Hi and I ran off to A building bathroom. 

At the bathroom all she did was cry for no reason so I left her. I went to Kahala Mall with my friend Xiao and Krysell. Once we got there, it felt like heaven. We just walked around a bit and me and Xiao went to ride the bus home. We both took the #1 bus and saw Ana on the bus. Then me and Xiao got off the bus. Xiao has to take the #14 bus and I had to take the #9 bus. My bus came first so we said bye and parted our ways. 

While on the bus, I was super sleepy so I sat near the front but the one facing the front of the bus, not the side. As I was sleeping right before the City Mill stop I heard someone yell my name on the bus. I woke up and looked around in the front but no one was there so I slept again until I heard Kaimuki Shopping center. I got off after a few stops and ran a little to cross the street. When I stopped running someone yelled "BOO!" In my ear and I yelped a little since it scared the poop out of me. It was my friend Josh. He said "You have to admit it was funny." while laughing. I frowned but couldn't help smiling since it was actually funny but I said "Not nice." and slapped his shoulder.

As we crossed the street we talked about the hunger games a bit and then went our ways home.Once I came home it was heaven. My mom bought me sushi to eat!!! xD After I was done eating my dad came in and now it's 4:34 p.m. I'm bored but today was an okay day.

Bai Bai~!!!

Isn't this Alpaca baby sooooo cute!! I want one sooo badly xD

Have a nice day~!!!

Feb, 20, 2014

Today I was realllyyy tired. I woke up once at 3:00 a.m because I had sleep paralysis ( I heard a baby laughing this time) and then I woke up again at 4:00 a.m because my mom started working in the Kitchen. I went back to sleep and woke up at 5:00 a.m and helped my mom with the Bentos. This time Luckily, it was only 44 Bentos. I got ready to go to school at around 6:00 a.m. I went out at 6:30 a.m to catch my bus.

I got to school on time and felt really tired. Today was an odd day and I did not like odd days. The whole day seemed to go by super fast. Finally it was after school and so me and Ana went on 1L and went home.

This time I didn't fall asleep when I went home. Anyways, today was a pretty normal boring day. My even days are the best. Tomorrow shall be much more fun! Bai Bai~~~ <3

Feb.19, 2014

I'm getting late with my updates. This isn't very good :P

Today, I woke up at 4:20 a.m to help my mom with making her bentos for work. We had to make a total of 82 Bentos. It was not easy. Although I wasn't the one cooking, it was hard! Then I went to school and math class was the same as always. Art class was of course fun again! It always is in different ways x)

Then came lunch. I went to the bathroom with my friends and then came back but saw the potato clan coming near so I ran up the stairs pretending I didn't see them (I'm so good at this now lol). I heard them talking down stairs and what caught my attention was that they weren't eating with #2.... Anywayss, after the bell rang for 6th period, my friend Malia and I went down stairs. We passed the potato clan and was near the hallway of E and D building when I heard someone call out Selena 2 times. At first I didn't know but my friend told me later.

After school, my friends and I met up at D building up stairs. We walked to Kahala Mall and I was pretty sweaty. My last period of the day was P.E and I walked in the scorching hot sun to get  to the mall. We found a table at Kahala Mall but wanted to buy something to eat so we walked near claire's since near there were most of the food places. But as we were walking, I saw the potato clan at the corner of my eyes (1,4).

All of a sudden I felt someone touch my back and so turned around. It was #1. He said: "Ew, sweaty." And since he always bugs me I said "Karma" and turned around. As I was turning around I saw #4 waving so I said Hi BUT once I turned back around I saw my friend Xiao wave back. I had no idea if it was to me or not so felt embarrassed and quickly walked away. That day we ate Kuru Kuru sushi. I ate the spicy ahi bowl and my friend Xiao ate the Mix Don bowl. After that we went home.

The moment I got home I fell asleep and woke up at 11:00. I slept again at 1:00 a.m.

Well that's all for now! Bai Bai~!!!

Feb. 15, 2014

Yesterday was Valentine's day and I saw couples everywhere or girls who received roses everywhere. I honestly was not jealous but, I felt really lonely. It really was single awareness day TT^TT

Right after school we went to take the #1 bus and got off at the gas station right after food land. Well, my friend Malia and I walked to Ala Moana and it was fun. On the other hand, Ana and Sun joong took the bus. Honestly, taking the bus is really boring. You just sit there and you can't really talk to each other since one of us will be left out. It's better to walk and talk but Ana had the excuse of her foot hurting because she wore the uncomfortable shoes -___-

Ana and Sunjoong got to Kulu Kulu first and then me and Malia. We then chose what we wanted to eat.

I chose the rare cheesecake and a petite lemon tart:

Malia Bought the Mochi strawberry cake and the petite blueberry tart (not sure if its the real name). Malia bought Ana the Blueberry tart:

Sun Joong bought the Chocolate cake: 

In all honesty, we went because we were attracted to how the cake looked. And as for me, I saw reviews that said the cakes were really good. So in curiosity we went. But, the cakes were not that good considering how pretty they looked. 

Review:

The rare cheesecake seemed really pretty. But in honest truth, it wasn't that good. The jello was too sweet. The cheesecake itself was too salty (and the cheesecake was the main part too!) and, the bread tasted like the kind of spongecake I could make at home. Complete waste of money.

The Petite lemon tart tasted bad too. The lemon tart tasted like it had gone bad but it wasn't. It just tasted bad overall. It tasted really sour and didn't have that unique taste that it was supposed to have. It tasted like they had just mashed the lemon into the custard.

The Mochi strawberry cake, I'm not sure how it was since I didn't even dare to try that. My friend said it tasted... Ok... Not the best but still edible. So I'm guessing it wasn't the best she had ever ate either.

The Mini Blueberry tart that my friend Ana ate was really cute and pretty. She said it was ok. But here favorite part was the small blueberry on top. Basically saying, the main point of the tart tasted worse than the blueberry that was just a decoration.

Lastly, the Chocolate cake. I tried it. And my gosh. It did not taste that good at all. It tasted like the one that zippy's sells. Actually, it didn't have that feeling of chocolate rushing through your mouth. It just felt like oh... It's just chocolate. Zippy's chocolate cake was better than that. 

In overall saying, going to Kulu Kulu would be a waste of your time. I don't hate that place since they opened up to make a living like everyone else but, if you don't want to waste money, then don't go there. It's not worth the time and money. The cakes just tasted Sweet.I had to come home and gulp down 4 glasses of water after that. Well Baiii!!!

Feb. 15, 2014 My Zombie Dream

Last night, I had the scariest dream I had ever dreamed! I honestly don't believe in zombies but, in my dream, it seemed so real and scary.

So when it first began, it was at my place, it was an apartment the same as this one but had a bit different interiors. In my mom's room there was a door for the up stairs roof top and in real life we don't. The Zombies were coming from there and so I got my samurai sword that's in my room (in real life yes, there is, idk if its real) and stabbed it right in its head but the sword was  too heavy so I wasn't able to slice its head open (that's how the zombies don't move foreverrrr) but, my dad grabbed the sword and did that for me.

Next my mom seemed to take forever to get ready to go so I grabbed her and my baby sister and we ran outside to the hallways. There was a boy (seemed 7-8 years old and was american) who was outside taking out the trash
so I asked him. "Can you check the emergency exit if there is anybody there."
And he said "I heard people."
So I said "thanks"
and he tried to get on the elevator with us but
I asked, "Did you make contact with any zombies?"
And weirdly he said "Yes. I had kissed one."
So my mom shoved him out of the elevator and the doors closed.

 There was this dude inside the elevator that looked like a guy from Australia ( seemed around 23-26 years old). He had dirty blonde hair and a cowboy looking hat and looked like he worked in a farm or some sort of tour company.
He said "It was a smart choice to take the elevator since everyone thought the stair ways was safer but be warned. The Zombies are becoming more advanced so the elevators won't be so safe either."

Then we got off of the elevator and somehow we went to a parking lot and got a car that was old but worked great. We started the engine and tried to go but this lady (Asian mom around 25 years old) and her kid( looked around 3-4 years old) was in the way.
I told my mom "Go."
And so we did but the lady tried to get into the store and so moved in front of the car. My mom stopped the car in time and the lady seemed to seem offended and she continued walking so
I said to mom to "Go" again.
But the lady did that again. And after the third time, we somehow made it past the lady and her child she was holding. Then we heard a police siren from behind.

He looked like he was gonna stall us and give us a ticket but my mom thought fast.
She said "Oh sorry, something is wrong with the engine."
The police looked confused but
I just said "Go." and we drove off. Then I realized my dad was gone but my mom said he would catch up.
The guy from the elevator was of course still with us but he said that he had gotten bit by a zombie. We thanked him and he got off the car near a beach. And we drove off. We didn't feel any remorse or sadness.

Next we came upon an obstacle. We had to swim across this street because the water had blocked it. And somehow it turned into a game thing... So, the person who was hosting the game gave me the Big blue ball. and I gave it to my mom to hold since I was gonna swim across with my baby sister. we made it to the small resting area and then
the host said "You have to get the small red ball!"
So I looked in front of me and this boy( had brown hair but couldn't tell his nationality and seemed 14 years old.) was half way across with the red ball! So I grabbed the blue ball and threw it in front of him and asked him to toss it to me. And he kindly touched it( He never turned around once so IDK how he looks like) and
the announcer said "Oh! Now the tables had been turned!"
And so I dived in and stole the red ball and swam across first, winning.

Then somehow my dream fast forwarded and we made it to the airport. We wanted to buy water but didn't have money so asked if there was anything free. She pointed outside to the side of the shop and there was all sorts of drinks and 2 different types of food. I forgot what it was. My baby sister tried to drink cappuccino but I said no and so she drank chocolate milk. My mom drank some sort of juice. Then my dad showed up and that's how my dream ended.

Honestly, this dream scared the poop out of me and I love to sleep. But once I woke up from that dream. I did not want to go back to sleep.

This is a small layout of how some things were like:

Feb. 12, 2014

Today in the morning I was super sleepy until I heard on the school announcements " Last day for Valentine's sale!" I felt so lonely.... I don't need a man but I feel lonely cuz I see people being all lovey Dovey and possibly getting ready for a war to confess or some poop.

But other than that, today was... I guess... Normal? Today was super sunny! When I was walking to Kahala mall after school, the sun was scorching hot. I was sweating crazy and I don't smell but I started to smell which I found disgusting. (TBH, I thought walking with only Aime would have been awkward :P)

Then we went to Cookie Corner to get a job application and Ana showed up soon after. Then we were walking around and found Shelah and Krysell. We talked a bit and then Krysell got us a Jamba Juice application. I really want to work my butt off everyday. I want to earn money so that I can save up for college and help my parents from their situation.

I want my baby sister to feel proud of her money maker older sister. So I can buy her nice clothes. All these things I want to do but, I gotta make money before I can achieve these goals. Well wish me luck! ^^

Feb. 11, 2014 Brownie Disaster

Oh my gooshnessss~~!!! I'm so frustrated! My brownies didnt turn out good cuz I didn't have enough chocolate and since the butter I usually didn't use wasn't there so I used a different type of butter. I wasted $10 buying those ingredients! And the worst thing is, Valentine's Day is soon! I want to give it to my friends before friday since it's valentine's Day. I have  dentist appointment tomorrow too.

My busy schedule just kills me TT^TT

I'm baking the not so good batch anyways since it would be a waste to just throw it away. Maybe I could tweak it a bit like how I usually do. 

One thing I should have been extra careful with was to NOT MELT CHOCOLATE EVEN IF THERE IS ONE TINY DROP OF WATER. That mistake. I don't want to make again. I'm dead tired right now. :P

See you tomorrow~!!! <3

Edit: My brownies turned out pretty good! I thought the batter had gone bad but the brownies turned out moist and soft! It was nice. :3 If you want to know my recipe, just visit   http://pakselena.wix.com/bakingandcooking 

This is my new website! I hope you all enjoy!  

P.S, it's only been recently made so you won't find something super fascinating

BAIIIII xD 

Feb. 11, 2014

Today as always is the same old school day. It feels like I'm repeating everyday over and over again. Just with different classes. But the funny thing about today was that during recess when my friend Stacie and I were walking to upstairs D building, we heard a Clogged nose voice that said "Selena". Me and Stacie were creeped out since when we looked to find who it was, no one was there. But for now, we assumed it was #1. :P

And today, I plan on making Brownies~~!!! <3 Maybe I'll add some marshmallows into them xD. And yesterday, I just found out that my friend Mayu was allergic to peanuts. So I'll make sure that there will be no peanuts in there~  ^-^

I feel so tired since last night I had sleep paralysis ten times in one night. That only gave me 1 hour of sleep. I feel so poopin tired. (*_*)

Today, I wore my orange running by step shirt and my Capri pants. I didn't have anything nice to where since they were all in the laundry washer.

And so! On this day forth, I vow that I won't eat anything not homemade and unhealthy!!! Well after I get home. Since i have no choice in school. The disgusting thing is that my school doesn't wash the rice and just cooks it and serves it to all the students! They say school lunch is supposed to be healthy for you but honestly, they don't wash the rice, gives us nachos as lunch to make us buy alternatives so that they can get more money AND they give us food that was from a can -___-

Like seriously? It's a waste of money eating at school. And the lunch costs $2.50. I'd rather pack my own lunch and be late to school.

I also had the HSA today for my reading and passed with a 307 without studying!! xD
My math was 302 without studying too! xD

Ha~. Well this is all for now!

See you latersss Baiiiii

Oh ma gooshness!!! Vulpix and Ninetales are soooo cute together! I just had to share this! And yes, a high school girl can still love Pokemon. I mean, look at this cutenesss~!! <3

Feb. 10, 2014

So today I went to school and it was an ok day... I guess... Lol, we didn't do much in all classes and it felt like a free day! x)

During Lunch though, me and my friend Ana walked to the bathroom and was walking back to where we usually eat. Upstairs D building. When we were walking I heard foot steps so moved out of the way for the person to pass. I saw a huge hand go near my face so freaked out and jerked out of the way. It was #1 -__-

So I yelled, BUTTHOLE!!! and walked away. From behind me I could hear him laughing xD But it was supposed to be an insult. O__o
After school, my friend Ana and I wanted to find a job so went to Kahala Mall. But unfortunately, none of the places we wanted to work at had hiring spots. So we gave up.

I went home and fell asleep xD Oh! I'm gonna bake brownies for valentine's day soon~! I found the perfect recipe. For the day before, I'll make a new blog and will post up my successful baking and cooking recipes~! Please look forward to it! Haha

Oh and I just wanted to share a picture with you all which I found on facebook.

Why does anime food look so much better than real life food? TT^TT Makes me wish I was born in an anime. Not fair! Q^Q

One movie recommendation is Frozen! It's hilarious, cute, sad and fantastic~~! Ok baiissss

My stressed Weekend February 09, 2014

So today and yesterday, I've been feeling really stressed that my mom has been bugging me and getting angry at me just because she was angry. She rants her anger out on me and my little sister. It's really getting on my nerves and I just want to flip a table, get a job, then move out of this place and live by myself. Since I'm not rich, I can't do that. I feel like the lord gave me a challenging test T^T

Anyways, this is what mom said to me which I found ridiculous.

Me: *quietly reading manga on computer*

Mom: WHEN WILL YOU EVER STUDY??!!! Even though your on the computer almost everyday you don't even know to work the computer! Don't you know these days that the society lives off of computer???!!!!

Me: I'm not good with computers no matter how much you want to shove me in that area.

Mom: What??!!! Then do you want to become homeless? Don't you know that computers and electronics are the thing now a days??!!!

Me: Well I don't know how to work a computer and no matter how much you want to shove me into that area it's not gonna make a difference, I'm just gonna become what  I want to be that I think I'm best at so let me live my life.

Mom: Fine! DO WHATEVER YOU WANT!! You'll regret it later!

And then just right now when it's only 9:21pm, she tells me to go to sleep. I usually sleep at like 12:00am and she never says anything but she's been acting like this for 2-3 straight days. This is how it went:

Me: *Quietly read manga on computer*

Mom: HURRY UP AND GO TO SLEEP! Don't you know what time it is!!???

Me: Ok. *continues reading manga

Mom: Later I'll make sure you regret acting like that towards me! Lay out your dad's futon and turn off all the lights!!

Me: Ok. *continues reading manga*

Don't you think that the way she treats me is like treating a servant? Ranting at me when she wants, telling me to do all the small things since she's lazy. I don't mind laying out the futon and do it BUT I hate the fact that she doesn't realize I DO CLEAN THE HOUSE and that I DO STUDY AND DO MY HOMEWORK. 
She thinks I just play around all day! If I really did, I wouldn't have been in 10th grade! If there's even one cup in the sink she gets angry at me. If I don't have time and don't fold my futon she gets angry at me. When she leaves dishes out its ok cuz she was busy. 
I honestly am getting to my end point. I've got enough things in school that are making me stressed and angry. Now she's piling everything up even more! I wish I could just live by myself already!


Sorry if I'm ranting but I felt really stressed and needed to get this out of my system since I don't want to bomb my friends with an attitude like my mom.

Can anyone give me ideas and tips on what to do in this situation? Should I just stop eating in front of her and just seclude myself from the family?