April 08, 2017

Holy Mother of fudge... It's like these few days, the world is against me... This homeless looking customer comes in and asks for a Mocha latte. Not mocha, Mo - cha. Like I thought I was hearing wrong so I gave him a Match green tea latte.

He pays for it and goes down the barista line and it's made. He starts complaining and having a fit saying that this was not the drink he wanted. He explained to my coworker that he wanted a Mo - Cha latte. Of course she was confused too and said that, that is matcha latte. My other coworker comes by and finally guesses Mocha? He says yes and was yelling "What did I say wrong?!"

He comes down the line and tries to get past customer and blow up in my face but I just face the customer in front of me and continue our conversation and get her order. Not even looking towards the f***ing lunatic. He tries like 4-5 more times to get my attention but I ignore him and he huffs as he storms away.

WHAT DID YOU DO WRONG? FUCKING THROW A TANTRUM BECAUSE YOU WERE SAYING A WORD WRONG AND WE COULDN"T FUCKING UNDERSTAND YOU FUCKING CUNT. LIKE HOLY SHIT. YOUR DRINK WAS ATLEAST REMADE WITH YOURE MISTAKE OF PRONOUNCING IT WRONG AND NOT EXPLAINING THAT YOU WANTED FUCKING CHOCOLATE.

UUURRRGHHHHHH. After trump became president, there's this thing going on about white privilege. I think this is what's going on in a way. Cuz I'm seeing more white people who are being an a**. Don't get me wrong, some white people are amazingly awesome. But HOLY CRAP. The ones who throw a tantrum and try to touch fucking syrups bottles that are used to make peoples' drinks are the worst. Like get your dirty hand away from the bottle ma'am. I'll f***ing show you for f***s sake!
Sheesh!

I wanna die already. Like I probably won't jump away from a car speeding towards me anymore. It's better to just die and stop dealing with these crappy people.

April 07, 2017

I REALLLLLYYY want to quit. I really do. But then I'll look extremely flaky (which I kind of am lol) but it might not look good on my resume. I might just stick with the plan of working till like early October and then quit. I come back from my trip on July 07 and go back to work the next week or next next week.

Hnnnnnggggg. My friend might work there so that's the reason why I'm still sticking around. If she doesn't get hired though, I will quit in October. I've been having a lot of stress (I made it lol) and I wish I could just lock myself inside a hole for like 2 years. I need solitude and there is none around me. Too many people...

I just want to disappear.

April 06, 2017

I'm going to quit Tony Moly. I'm just gonna text the boss tomorrow and if he calls, I'll explain (lie) that it's kind of getting in the way with when a family member is ill no one is there to back up. If needed, I'll two more week or until they hire another person. Plus the check he gave me yesterday (?) couldn't go through because his account did something I guess.

He fixed it immediately and was nice enough to try and give me food (seaweed soup), I think it was because my birthday had passed or something. But I refused because I didn't like him and it just disgusts me to accept something from someone I don't like. Not him disgust me but I just don't feel right about taking it. I have a weird moral.

He looked kind of dejected and I felt a bit bad but I just couldn't. I would have thrown up afterwards.

I've been super busy the past two weeks. Starting next week I have a LOT more time (thankfully!). I've overworked myself and made a lot of money. Like $600 in two weeks (I think), while working two jobs. I'm almost close to saving up enough money for the trip!

And OMFG BTS is in Hawaii right now! I wanna go see them but I have no such luck as 'Bumping into celebrities' so no point in going out T^T

Maybe next time......