Oct.27, 2014

Today was an ok day. I had one little surprise in the morning though. There's this Korean guy in my piano class and I dont usually see him around school. But today he must have taken the bus or something, I saw him early in the morning and was surprised. He seemed slightly surprised too. We don't talk to one another so it was funny that we both were surprised but I kept my straight face on. x)

Then after school as I was running, a hobo looking dude complimented me which kind of scared me. Like I'm thankful for the compliment but I dont trust strangers. Theres been too many rape stories and how women are blamed for wearing undecent clothing so I kept running. Then I walked after a while since I was tired and this other hobo looking dude compliments me! Honestly, thank you but, in this society it's not comfortable to hear compliments from men.

Yea, I like hot guys but I dont want them to check me out and compliment me on the blue while I'm walking on the street not thinking about anything. So guys, whether your hot or not, don't compliment random girls passing by. They will get creeped out. Unless you know them or see them in school and actually talk to them. Then yea it's fine.

By the way! Don't do the 5 bite diet. It is like the 1 week diet. For those who want to lose weight, you will. But I can garuntee you that you will feel slightly sick, and you'll gain all the weight back once you start eating.

My advice is you just eat healthy. I'm trying the drink cinnamon everyday thing. Its not a hard task so I'm hoping it does help in my diet. I walk everyday for 2.5- 5 miles as an exercise routine while I'm walkling to school x)

Hope you guys stay healthy and fit! I ain't fit so I feel like a hypocrite.... Lol

Oct.25, 2014

Today was the day i was supposed to start my diet and perservere! But... after eating 1.5 apples, i started getting an immense hunger pang. I couldnt take it. Plus i was on mood swings because of what girls get once a month. The lack of food made the mood swing worse so... that diet is gonna have to come second. Instead, I'll start the 5 bite diet plan tomorrow.

You eat 5 bites for lunch and dinner . No calorie filled drinks and for breakfast take a vitamin and water. Im gonna just eat an apple :p

wish me luck! This one i will do! Oh and the one week diet does work. I did it once before and lost 10 pounds. But i gained it back..... :p

bai baiiiiii~~~

oct.24, 2014

Today after school, i was walking home and i was almost home. Suddenly a bird flew past me to the street and i didnt think much of it. But after a second i heard a literal *splat!*
I turned around and saw a black car pass by asthe bird i saw earlier was dead on the road. Not smushed but just hit and dead. I couldnt believe it so i looked back again. Then a third time and i thought... huh.... death is a real surprise isnt it?

im thinking of doing this o e week diet and the 5 bite diet starting tomorrow. First it'll be the one week diet. I need to start off with fruits... *sigh* just to get rid of this extra blubber thats so stubborn. T^T

I'm gonna update everyday starting tomorrow about how the diet is going, how i feel and if it actually feels like its working.

so sleepy.... okie dokiessss byeeeee~~~~

I just really had too!

Today is Oct.19, 2014 and I just really had to say this.

THOSE OUT THERE WITH LONG LEGS BUT SHORT TORSO, YOU SHOULD FEEL LUCKY!

I mean hello! Everyone wants long legs! Short torso adds too your advantage of that! I see people saying how they hate how their shirts are too long. FYI, shopping is easier for you!

People like me who have long torsos and short legs suffer so much! I'm exaggerating. But we have to worry a lot! Whenever we go shopping, the shirts too short! If we like a shirt, try it on, it's too damn short! You guys with the short torso could just tuck it into your pants or something. We can't do anything!

Even pants. Lot of people want to look fab with long jeans but if you have short legs with a long torso, it makes your legs look stubby! When we wear shorts, our legs look stubby!

So people out there with long legs and short torso, PLEASE, stfu. You have no right to hate your body! There are people who can't even buy regular clothing cuz its not long enough(shirt) or cuz the pants makes a person looks more stubby.

Now SHHHHHHH. Don't complain about your body! It's irritating! I had a exfriend who used to complain about her short torso. Hell! I wanted short torso! I love long shirts! It covered my butt and I could tuck it in if it was too long! Whenever she complained I would say shes lucky and she tells me.

No You have no idea how annoying it it. Like dude. Seriously? You must be fudging kidding.Whenever she said how her body type was annoying bugged me off to no end.

So Short torso people. Think before you say Sh** like that. The people with long torso has a harder time since we have to find shirts long enough. Tch.

Oct.19, 2014

Lately I've been thinking. When's the time of this world going to come to an end. When I searched for it, there were a lot about how God would decide our time of end. I'm not a religious person because I feel that if there really was a god, then he's playing with our lives as a way to pass time.

God created the earth and man and women. Alright. In the bible it said that he loves us. Many christains say that he loves us but... Wth are you talking about?

If he really loved us, he wouldn't have created us in the first place on this earth. We suffer because of Satan, the devils and the corruption of this world. God says this is a test but isn't this just a game for him? We humans live our lives and scurry about trying to survive everyday. Believers say he is protecting us but. If he's protecting us, I pity those that are not accepted into society because God says, I love all of you. But did he know? Not everyone will accept a defected human?

Ok I sound mean, I know but hey, its the truth. You see it in school and society in general. You can't say it's not true. So wouldn't it have been better not to have created us to go through all this suffering? If he didn't create us, we wouldn't have to go to hell.

I'd like to know other's opinion too. Cuz I really can't see any other point in this. It just feels like we are his Pawns if God is real.

Oct. 18,2014

Today I'm staying home since it's saturday and Hawaii's emergency place thinks that we are going to have a huge hurricane which we didn't. It's just a normal everyday gloomy, rainy day. Anyways, I'm gonna post about yesterday.

Yesterday in the morning, I took the bus to school and something that really irked me happened. Lots of people were on the bus and I was in Lala land. I was sitting in the old people area cuz it's easier to get off. Now, these old people were sitting next to me and I didn't notice anyone particulary old that needed the seat I was sitting in.

When it was near my stop and I looked up, I felt old people staring at me. It felt uncomfortable and I didn't know why the heck they were. So once I got up this other lady sat down on the seat.

I SWEAR she didn't look any older than 40-50 years old! The damn old people were glaring at me! Like dude! I ain't a mind reader. Your gonna have to tap me on the shoulder and tell me. If they tried talking to me, it ain't working. THe bus is pretty damn noisy.

THis ain't some anime world where I can see electrical stares aiming in my directions! Your gonna have to tap me on the shoulder and tell me. Like these damn old people think I can read their minds!

Have they gotten so old that they think impossible things are possible? Cuz that's the vibe they are giving off to me. SHEESH. I needed to rant this. I felt so pissed after I got off the bus. I even have bad eyesight and they start glarng at me. I bet you they were talking crap about me behind my back.

Gosh! Let me get a sock full of butter and just hit them! It might just help knock some common sense into them!

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